First Grade

Every night I tell Nicholas that I wish that Santa would bring me a shrink ray. I would love to shrink Nicholas back to when he was a baby. Where did my little baby go?? How on earth can he be in the first grade? I miss the days of staying in our pj's and hanging out together, just the two of us. I miss going to the Zoo, Aquarium, and Park whenever we felt like it. I really miss Friday playgroups with all the moms and kids. I miss not working because it was so much easier and much less tiring! Plus child care costs half my check every month!! Oops - I went a little off topic there - I just miss those baby days when they wanted to be held and kissed - oh wait, they are still like that. I believe it was just two hours ago that they were both on my lap hitting each other and trying to knock the other one off. Ah, memories. I even missed Nicholas first day, I wasn't the one who dropped him off at school on that scary yet exciting first day. At least it was Nana who shared the experience with him, for that I am very grateful and thankful. My baby boy is growing up too quick.